_JINXED`_
10.01.1990
cursed`
_____ my wish Lists
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[x] leather corset top
[x] LEVIS skinny jeans
[x] red lenses
[x] black lipstick
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[x] YSL BABYDOLL
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[x] DAVIDOFF cool waters
[x] 'FANTASY' fragrance
[x] ANNA SUI foundation
[x] ANNA SUI blusher
[x] ANNA SUI lipgloss
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[x] LOUIS VUITTON wallet
[x] LIVING DEAD DOLLS
[x] CHIVAS REGAL 18
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[x] green iguana
[x] bearded dragon
[x] ball python
[x] milk snake
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[x] conch piercing
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[x] double tongue piercing
[x] dermal anchors on temple
[x] implants on my forehead
[x] leo tattoo on my forehead
[x] abstain from sex
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[x] one FINAL drug romp
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[x] kiss from william scorpion
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[x] get william scorpion's number
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[x] liposuction on thighs
[x] artificial dimples
[x] cosmetic surgery on eyes
[x] cosmetic surgery on nose
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[x] no more tears for mum & dad
[x] totally quitting my drug habits.
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[x] i wanna be happy again.
it's been the low tide
since the starting of february.
first it was jeremy,
on the 12th i recieved news
that his mum turned him
in for his heroin habits.
on the 14th i recieved news
that my ex, yaoming
was involved in an accident
and passed away.
mark's going in soon,
and i broke off with sitoh.
so many things happened
at a time that i couldn't
stand the pressure
that i kept eating non-stop.
with so many people
leaving my life,
there seems to be no-one
by my side already.
everything seems so meaningless
and being fat doesn't help
to the situation at all!
my mind seems to be blank
and i can't think of anything
i wanna do except doping.
oh god!
i've fallen once and once again,
just pardon me from all this pain!
i wanna stand up again.
hope to smile liike the past soon.
tearstaiinedd`
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